Wanted to type in chinese, but it took me ages to even finish typing a bar. Therefore gave up on it, used english instead.
I've been back from S'pore two days from now, mentally and physically geared up for tuesday's preparation for school.
I really don't wanna end up getting awful results. I'm really really scared.
To be honest, I'm feeling very stressed up lately. I mean since coming back from S'pore. To see that people around me are working/ striving so hard + hardworking to achieve what they want.
You know, I felt like a total LOSER for somehow.
I've always look through myself as someone who has no discipline, no self-determination, not smart (at all), no will-power, and getting distracted by the outer world easily.
People say that I'm smart. Well, I'll say that you've just haven't seen the smarter once nor the one who worked 110% harder than anyone else to earn what they want in life, yet.
I know where my limits are, I'm aware.
I just don't wanna kill the last fire of self-esteem in myself.
I don't wanna lose grip.
I need support. I need comfort. I need warmth.
Held me these and I'm sure I'll make it through the distance. Trust me. :)
I don't wanna be a useless person. I really don't!!!
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This is a very emotional post.
I know, it happens to me every single beginning of the year.
It's somehow like my menstruation cycle.
I'm glad I've typed it all out. I'm feeling soooo much more comfy right now. :)
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You know, Tuesday is somehow a big day for me you know.
As in like its REALLY new year already, I follow the chinese calendar.
Meaning there's no more excuses for not catching up with my usual schedule/daily routine. I don't wanna fall back from it way way too far.
It felt more 2009 to me than 1st of Jan!!!
*breathes in breathes out*
ADD ADD ADD OIL!!! YEEEEEHAAA!!!! :D
(yeah, that's the spirit!)
SPM wouldn't be long from now. Or I should say I shall focus more on my first term examinations??? It's seems like it'll be round the corner soon.
So, to people around the world. Let's face our challenges together okay?!
No matter your in trouble with your job,love,friendship etc, or like me, fussing with studies, just remember that anywhere around each corner of the world, there's always someone to share the same problem with you, you WON'T be the only one.
At least, there's still me.
:D
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Alar... I know I've crap a lot. Pictures to cure the boredoms. :)
Went to Bugis Street. Chinatown. Wooo I love this place!!! Eventually I like being in crowded place where there's tons and tons of peoples. The atmosphere seem like being on a vacation!
:D
Chio.
Bugis Street.
All I wanna say is, no matter how cheap clothes are there, it's still considered bloody expensive for Malaysians. Seriously, shopping in Malaysia is HEAVEN!
I was pulled by a Chinese sales man for his product demonstration while walking along the street.
Haha, maybe because I have long + black hair gua~
^o^
Step by step.
Actually very embarrassing lor being surrounded by the crowds. Imagine, just to see how the guy ties your hair around SO many people. o_O
Almost almost.
Last touch.
Yeap, TA DAH!!! :D
$5.
Purrrr...
No.. It's not a bird nest.
I prefer Malaysian Hawker la. ;)
On the way to Orchard Road.
Cool Dad vs Daughter. :D
Chic on Orchard Road.
6pm sharp.
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Stressed up the entire day at home. Luckily Elfy called and asked to meet her up at Sunway Pyramid.
Ahhh... At last I get to release some tension. :D
Laughed like kisiaos, as usual.
Having dinner at BBQ Plaza.
Smile. :)
p/s: Giddy... I need to sleep. NOW!!!
