The Recall.
Another task yet to be complish. My ever so wonder Grade 8. And now, i've to pay extra credits for doing it next year as I skipped Grade 7. Phew~ sweats in my palms already.
This year has been the busiest year of my 16 years of life, when i recalled memories from the beginning of this year, I can't help but to say: "WOW!!! what a hack of a year! "
Seriously, time flies, or should i say time shoots (???) , as i'm referring it as a rocket.
Oh my sweet sweet goodness, it's october,already!!! And if i'm not mistaken, we're gonna be closing our text books in five more weeks time and say adios to our school while we finally get our long break before yet another new chapter of school life's begin. And yeap, before the true disaster comes. you know what i'm talking about.... Spm!
Well, most of you out there would hate it to be reminded, but hey guys, you still have to face the fact. Keep yourself concious, as anytime you blink, you'll might be the one standing infront of the examination room, right now!
This year have been a year that loads of thing changes as well, it hitted me so badly to the ground at the beginning of the year, and i still can't get through it, if i did, it still left bad impacts to me. But the truth is, all this havoc has made me grown up. I've been struggling pretty hard for months and months until i've realise my whole personality totally changed!!! I was no longer smiling that often, having the jolly-jolly laughter anymore, i was so scared to have a true conversation to anyone, including my neighbour who sits next to me. I know she tried really hard to please me and to talk heart-to-heart with me, but I just couldn't let her in. Yeap, i was hidding something, or maybe nothing, for who-knows-what, i was mentally feeling all tide up. I didn't pretend that i was happy, because i know if i did, i'll be unhappier, so i remained silence most of the time. Plus all I did was burying myself in stacks and stacks of books which is quite scary whenever i do so, trust me, i've heard it few hundred times from my friends.
Looking back once again, i guess that i'm quite impressed at my results, i didn't think that i could do so to maintain the ability and consistency to keep studying and yet passing up homeworks on time, cause to people who know me, I don't ever ever past homeworks on time for the past 3 years in KC. Though its obvious enough that the year end first position isn't me as it will be going to someone else who is more worthy as she'd most probably worked harder than me. But at least i've improved, a lot. Maths, which was a whole time total disaster to me, as well as other subjects, but the strong willpower has made me overcome the fear for it, on the other hand, i found out that I didn't hate maths as much as I used to. I still do believe that there is still much much more room for improvement can be done, I slipped a little during this examination, but yeah... no sighness but to work harder. :D
Throughout this year, I kept asking weird questions to my parents such as :" Why is life *** / Is life meant to be ****??? " all sorts of annoying questions, and sometimes, I myself too would wanna paste a cellophone tape on my mouth so i could just shut up.
And therefore, i really want to thank my parents for giving me spiritual support, even though i seldom ask/ tell my mom about what's going on in my life, because all i know that she would start to nag me or annoy me in any possible way she could think of. But sometimes, some words said accidentally by her was just the answer i've been looking for. Unbelivably, but yes! yes! She makes me realise a lot of things! :D And to my dad, no doubt, the 24hours reliable shoulder I could lay my head onto. I don't know who else could comfort and to console me everytime i feel stressed out. He's my ultimate SUPERMAN!!! Even though i know that most of my classmates/friends are closer to their mother compare to their father, as you know, you can tell anything to your mom as in girl-to-girl talk, but since my mom and I always quarrel due to the fact that i can't stand her fussiness and babbling (though i'm close to her as well) , i'm glad that God gave me a dad which is cool, calm, cute and funny (all the positive adjectives you can use)... I think that it's a balance. And i really am glad to take it for granted. :) Thank you Lord Buddha. Maybe was my past life, who earned me such a good parents. Ahhh... sometimes karma IS good.
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And yet the fun part,
DRIVING LICENSE NEXT YEAR. cheers!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
but i heard that it'll be almost Rm1000++ for the whole package (including practical and undang). It's not cheap to owe a car!!! :(
and oh ya,
I'm thinking of taking up rock climbing as a sport as i would be more free during the hols. Any suggestion??? :D I'm making plans already... yeehaa~~~!!!!
p/s: more extra fine dark chocolates for me please. :D
Turning headphone into: Classical - Mozart - 7th Symphony
